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| The Life Intended |
| For the past 8 years, celestial sources have been guiding and counseling me to find my way to personal joy, fulfillment and inner peace. Read stories about my journey thus far, review the guidance I have received, and be inspired to live your best life! |
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| The Lightworker's Prayer |
| 2008-05-12 10:59:41 |
From The Lighworker's Way by Doreen Virtue: I choose to stay centered in the awareness of love, God, and my true self. In this center, like the eye of a hurricane, all is tranquil, safe, and peaceful. My power, wisdom, and peace comes from staying in this center, and I ask for spiritual support from God and his angels to keep my mind aligned with truth. I willingly detach from the material world, knowing that by so doing, I can effectively help others. I trust God to provide my every need, and I allow His omnipotent wisdom to direct me in all ways. I accept a steady diet of love and joy, knowing that I deserve happiness and health. I willingly and lovingly release all ego judgment about myself and other people, knowing that everything I want comes from my decision to experience the oneness...
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| Miracles… Do they really happen and is it wrong to expect them? |
| 2008-05-05 23:00:16 |
Having had only three months of paid employment in the last three years, my finances have finally come to the end of the line. Credit cards are maxed, assets have long been liquidated – there is enough credit left to wiggle through May, and maybe just maybe enough to cross the threshold into June, but truly, not a penny more. Game over. Done. Finished.So what happens then in four, five, six weeks time? Will my family be evicted and forced to live on the street or will some miraculous solution save us? And what is my responsibility insofar as causing a miraculous solution to manifest? Should I begin to do something that doesn’t feel right in my heart just because I have run out of money? In other words, does the apparent severity of my situation necessitate compromising my beliefs and v...
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| Q & A with The Guardians |
| 2008-05-02 15:45:59 |
Who are The Guardians of the Light?Dear Mathew, The Guardians of the Light are pleased to have this opportunity to address this question. We are an energy that has been present in your plane or dimension since the dawn of time. The reason of our being is to oversee the progress and the evolution of humanity. Yours is a very special race that has been undergoing many trials and tribulations throughout the ages, and we, The Guardians of the Light, have been with you for all those trials, guiding and assisting in the many ways that we are permitted, always encouraging, always seeking to honor and uphold the tenets of free will that have been established for your plane, and coordinating our efforts with those of other realms as well, those of the realms of existence that are beyond the reach o...
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| Wynn Free |
| 2008-04-24 23:42:32 |
A few days after arriving in Los Angeles, a series of synchronicities led me to meet a fascinating man with a fascinating story to tell named Wynn Free. For those of you who haven't heard of Wynn, I invite you to read the introduction that follows (written by Wynn himself). After the introduction, you will find links to more information.*****A New View of Reality – Introduction, Why me? - by Wynn FreeThis will be the first in a series of articles presented in this journal bringing forth some very new ways of understanding how reality works from a celestial perspective. It’s obvious to everyone at this juncture of time that paradigms are shifting. What’s not so obvious are the rhymes and reasons behind the shift, although many are certainly speculating. Why does the Mayan calendar e...
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| How to Make the Most of Work, Relationships and Love |
| 2008-04-24 23:41:47 |
Please Note: The question that follows was asked by a woman from Toronto, Canada. The responses were subsequently channeled from a celestial source known to me as The Guardians (aka The Guardians of the Light). For an answer to the question "Who are the Guardians of the Light," (plus other interesting questions and answers) please see this link. Thank you.*****Q: I would like ask a question! Or just have an opportunity to hear what your guides might have to say to me, especially regarding the type of work I should/could do and about relationships/dating/marriage. I guess I am interested in knowing how I can make the most of my life in those areas...if that makes sense? A: (First session, April 11, 2008): Yes, Dear One, that does make sense. Indee...
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| A Beautiful Being's Message |
| 2008-04-22 14:06:43 |
A true story:Once upon a time, a Beautiful Being materialized before a twenty-three year old agnostic man's eyes, forever changing the way the young man perceived his life. Without uttering a single word, the Beautiful Being communicated to this young man, Mathew, that God was real, that a dimension of spirit existed, and that prayer was a worthy practice (not just for Mathew, but for the Beautiful Being as well).Five seconds later, the Beautiful Being was gone. But not before the following additional knowledge was indellibly impressed upon Mathew's heart and mind:You are loved;You are cared for;You are respected;You are forgiven;You are important;You are special.Unfortunately, it would take young Mathew another twenty-three years before he was finally ...
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| Who Am I and Why Am I Here? |
| 2008-04-20 13:36:32 |
I've never been one to gloss over the truth and I'm not about to start now. Ever since I began to diligently align my thoughts, words and actions with Divine Love (for the past several years now), I have gradually witnessed my material life fall apart. Quite literally, my career has withered away before my eyes. And although this hasn't been the most upsetting part of my journey (I have long felt that I was in the wrong career anyway), what has been most upsetting has been the fact that following my passions hasn't led me to a new source of income. You see, part of my journey involved taking a huge leap of faith by moving my family to Los Angeles in spite of having extremely limited financial resources to get there and stay there. Nevertheless, everything pointed in that direction (see Ang...
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| The Coming of the End of 2007 |
| 2008-04-20 13:36:04 |
Looking back on 2007, all I can say is "Thank God it's nearly over!" What a tough year its been -- and from what I've heard from other lightworkers -- a tough year for many -- especially the last quarter of the year -- WOW! For many, myself included, no matter how diligent we were at maintaining a positive and loving vibration, regardless of the circumstance, nothing seemed to improve. In fact, many aspects of our lives seemed to get worse. For me, extreme money problems plagued me the entire year, and I'm not out of the woods yet, although a temporary solution seems to be taking shape that will at least cover me to mid-2008. (I mentioned in previous posts that I own shares in a private company -- well, one of my partners has offered to buy my shares -- and, well, given how cash strapped ...
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| Darryl Anka and Bashar |
| 2008-04-20 13:35:41 |
This is just too good not to pass on!Last night I came across a (free) trance-channeling audio recording on the web of an entity named Bashar. (Please note: Once you click on the Bashar link, you will need to scroll halfway down the new page, click on "Listen to an Intoduction from Bashar." Then, click on option #2.) Not knowing anything about the current world of trance-channeling, I had never heard of Bashar. But a series of synchronicities led me to find the Bashar website where I listened to a 12 part introduction and boy was I pleased I did. Not only was Bashar funny and entertaining, but he also scored 100% on my truth-meter -- which is to say, everything he said was in harmony with what I have learned thus far through my celestial teachers and my life experiences. Needless to say, I...
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| The Excitement Continues |
| 2008-04-20 13:34:52 |
As I previously mentioned (in The Coming of the End of 2007), I have been feeling a palpable sense of excitement regarding 2008, and in light of recent developments, I thought it was worth mentioning this again. First of all, it is so unlike me to feel a lasting sense of excitement about anything. Rightly or wrongly so, I perceive my most frequent emotional state as being generally neutral, and as much as I long to brighten myself up, it has been a life-long struggle -- at least, to do so in any sustainable way. So what could be the difference these last few weeks? Although I have no way of proving this (or anything on this website, for that matter), I am convinced that a significant energy shift has taken place. And I have received agreement on this from two members of my family, as well...
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| Healing the Old Wounds |
| 2008-04-20 13:34:27 |
About five years ago, I had an experience where I was guided by intuition to write down in as much detail as I could remember, every last painful experience I had from early childhood through to the age of 20. It took about a week to flush out every last one -- every last hurtful, shameful, guilt ridden memory -- but I did it -- and through the process, I discovered a lot of painful memories I had long buried. Needless to say, I shed a lot of tears that week. And yet, as every tear fell, I forgave myself and I forgave everyone else who played a role in my memory, and I moved on to the next. Well, in all my 47 years (thus far), this one process did more to change my life for the better than any one thing I have ever done. (And all this from someone who had a pretty good childhood!) Anyway, ...
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| Synchronicity: Gotta Love It! |
| 2008-04-20 13:34:03 |
The Backstory:A couple of months ago I woke in the night and felt compelled to do something I had never done before -- namely, to channel messages for some friends. In the end, a total of five messages came through -- each signed off by a group soul that identified itself as The Guardians. Now, I had received messages from The Guardians in the past, but because it had been quite a while since the last occasion, I decided to Google them to see if I could find any recent references. And I found one: a woman named Laura who had been channeling them semi-regularly over the course of the last few years (see this link). Anyway, the more I read Laura's messages, the more certain I felt that we were channeling from the same source. I then decided to check out her links and noticed that one of them...
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| Free Channeled Guidance |
| 2008-04-20 13:32:49 |
In order to take my channeling abilities to a new level, I have decided to offer channeled guidance for free. How long I will do this (for free) remains to be seen. For now, however, if you wish to take advantage, please do so. (For a sample of questions and channeled answers, please see this link). *****After dedicating the better part of the last eight years to cleansing, purifying and transmuting personal negativity (while in tandem, striving to re-align myself with the vibration of my highest, truest self), I woke up the other day to the realization that I have overlooked the obvious for several months now (if not longer). In the process of my re-alignment, if not for the channeled guidance that I have been blessed to receive, for all my recent bouts of uncertainty as to who I am or wh...
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| Fire the Grid and Project Cause Update |
| 2008-04-20 13:29:12 |
If you participated in the Fire the Grid (FTG) meditation as I did back on July 17, 2007 (exactly eight months ago), you are likely aware of the fact that ever since this event transpired, there have been no updates posted to the FTG website nor has there been any news about Shelley Yates. Consequently, many FTG participants have been left to wonder, "Did our actions make a difference?" "Will there be more meditations?" "What is happening with Project Cause?" "And why have there been no updates?" I know I wondered -- which is precisely what led me to sit down with Shelley for a face to face interview on February 2, 2008. PLEASE NOTE: Although I have been friends with Shelley Yates since October of 2006, (as well as with B...
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| The Grim Reaper and Prescient Dreams |
| 2008-04-19 19:16:30 |
Caution: The following story describes a traumatic encounter I had with a spirit-being who lied, deceived, threatened, and openly displayed impatience, anger, and aggression.*****I first became aware of the possibility of prescient dreams in April of 1983. At the time, I was thinking about a traumatic experience I had endured a few weeks earlier when all of a sudden I recalled a dream I had had that had many similarities to the traumatic experience. Was it possible that this dream had prepared me for the traumatic experience? Judge for yourself as you read the dream (as I wrote it back in April of '82), followed by a detailed account of the traumatic experience that followed eleven months later (in March of '83).The dream:An afternoon stroll through my chi...
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| Anatomy of a Psychic Attack -- Part 1 |
| 2008-04-19 19:06:30 |
The Divisiveness of Dogma:On January 8, 2004, having woken in the middle of the night with an upset stomach, I decided to get out of bed to pray and meditate. I then sat down in front of my computer and channeled a message from my guardian angel before going back to bed. The channeling that night covered a lot of ground, however, it was the timing of two of the channeled messages about trials and the nature of evil that later struck me as amazing. (If you are interested, you can read an extract of these messages by clicking on the word link, and then scrolling down to read "Trials" and "Good and Evil.")A few hours later, waking with the sun streaming through my bedroom window, as I slowly drifted back to consciousness, something in my heart told me I had just been spending time in the comp...
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| My First Psychic Quest |
| 2008-04-19 19:05:33 |
(Updated February 7, 2008)"If you choose to be involved," my spirit guide said, "so be it. If you choose to abstain, so be it. My plan is very simple. It is to set up a phone call between the Mullah and yourself. You will instruct this man to lay down arms and to change his ways because it has been willed by Almighty God. This is as simple as the plan needs to be. It will frighten him to be contacted by a stranger. He will have to decide what to do as a result of this contact. He is a very religious man. It will shake him to his core to be contacted in this way."I was further told to instruct the Mullah "to have Osama [Bin Laden] make a [New Year's] proclamation that Almighty God has delivered him a message of peace. That all arms are to be set down and peace is to rule the behavior in men...
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| Mutual Dreams |
| 2008-04-19 19:05:33 |
On December 14, 2003 -- exactly one month prior to the experience I refer to as A Mystical Wake-Up Call -- I woke up remembering a dream in which I was holding a very small amoeba-like creature in my hand and felt very protective and worried that this creature might not survive in my care. As is my custom, I wrote the dream down in my journal. A week later, I happened to mention this strange amoeba dream while on the phone with my sister Anne. Well, you can imagine the shock when Anne excitedly told me that she too had had the exact same dream. Like me, she had written her dream down and had referred to the creature she had held in her hand as "an amoeba" too. What makes this even more unusual is that my sister and I hadn't spoken for several months prior to this conversation. We were also...
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| Selfish Behavior? |
| 2008-04-19 19:03:20 |
Not being independently wealthy certainly has its drawbacks. Nevertheless, where would I be if not for the battalion of angels pulling strings for me? Having been gainfully employed for only three months out of the last twenty-six, every time the bills need to be paid, my wife and I somehow manage to find just enough credit or just enough money hiding in a crack somewhere. Consequently, the bills get paid. In the meantime, because I have been unwilling to go out and actively look for work, my wife occasionally breaks down and slings mud my way, labeling me as selfish because (from her perspective) I am refusing to put my family’s needs ahead of my own. Is she right? Before I provide a response to that accusation, I am first going to share one important piece of information. While it is t...
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| Spirits Are Like Chocolate |
| 2008-04-19 19:03:20 |
It was December of 1999, I was 39, and I had no idea that I had a spirit guide -- let alone that we had already been communicating for ten years. I had simply discovered through stream-of-consciousness writing that whenever I wanted to, I could access a very wise aspect of my subconscious mind. I called this aspect "my higher self" and I was content to leave it at that. I should also mention that I was a much different person back then – most notably, my base-line emotion was generally one of frustration and anger. You see, having been visited by the Beautiful Being sixteen years earlier, I felt tremendously burdened and guilt-ridden by the fact that I had never found a way to share or discuss this amazing experience. Consequently, as I closed in on my 40th birthday, my frustration and a...
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| It's Never Too Late to Apologize |
| 2008-04-12 22:26:05 |
In late October of 2003, at the age of 43, I spent a week at my computer writing down every single negative experience I could remember that had either happened to me or I had been involved in prior to the age of twenty. Whether it was fights in the schoolyard, abuse at the hands of my parents and teachers or the general mischief that young boys get caught up in, it all got written down – every last little detail. Consequently, I had a lot of what I like to call “reconnection experiences” (where the sudden release of a long-buried memory causes a sudden leap of understanding to occur). Needless to say, it was a pivotal week in my spiritual journey. Not only was I able to release all kinds of repressed pain that I never knew I had, but as each unexpected wave of tears came and went, ...
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| The Ghost That Started My Journey |
| 2008-04-12 22:25:25 |
Caution: As the title somewhat implies, what follows is a creepy true ghost story.*****I was 21 and I didn’t believe in ghosts. I believed in science and all the wonderful things that science could prove. Then one day my brother-in-law, Greg, told me a “true story” about his youngest sister Caroline. According to Greg, when Caroline was seventeen, she woke up one morning to find a mysterious entry in the diary she kept on her bedside table. Not only was the handwriting unfamiliar, the subject matter spoke intimately about an affair her older sister Alison was having with a well-respected married man in the community. Why and how this scandalous information had ended up in Caroline’s diary, she hadn’t a clue. Even more importantly, was it true? Car...
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| Fire the Grid a Trap? |
| 2008-04-12 22:22:35 |
I guess I shouldn't be surprised that with millions of people around the world making plans to participate in Fire the Grid on July 17 (less than a week away), there wouldn't be counter efforts to discredit the event and to influence people not to participate. But it is disheartening, nonetheless.For those of you who are unsure about Fire the Grid, afraid that it might be some sort of negative event (not in service of the highest good), I would like to point out that the intent behind Fire the Grid has always been to assemble the largest group of human beings ever assembled to spend one hour reflecting on the things of this world that bring each of us our greatest joys and to acknowledge and thank God, the ultimate Source of love and light (and joy).As for negative assertions that have bee...
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| Supernatural or What? |
| 2008-04-12 22:21:14 |
First of all, I would like to recommend a website I recently came across called Beyond Religion (founded by former Presbyterian Minister John W. Sloat). For anyone who is interested in the subject of religious reform -- or for those who simply like to read first hand accounts of spiritual experiences written by ordinary people, this site is well-worth checking out. Of course, when I say "ordinary people", I mean non-celebrities. Truly, no one is ordinary. In fact, the day everyone realizes how extra-ordinary they truly are, the world will be a much more peaceful and joyful place.Speaking of religious reform, a little more than a year ago I read a book called "The Sins of Scripture" (written by a distinguished former Bishop named John Shelby Spong). Unlike the site of John W. Sloat, while I...
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| Follow Your Dreams |
| 2008-04-12 21:43:36 |
I came across an inspirational article by psychologist Ineke Van Lint while surfing the web today. I have reprinted it (below) for you to enjoy because as you will see, it very eloquently summarizes much of what I am trying to say and demonstrate here in my blog.***** Everybody has goals and dreams. These dreams are at the center of who you really are. It is the core essence of who you are as a person, and the very purpose of your BEING. What you are dreaming of accomplishing in your life is God’s way of getting you involved in his Master Plan. You were gifted with a set of dreams and talents, in the hope that you would act out these passions, follow your dreams and thusly move forward in life. It’s really a great pity that we’ve been told already si...
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| In My Joy |
| 2008-04-12 20:35:21 |
It's 4:44 am here in Los Angeles on July 17 and I have been connecting with my joy for the last forty minutes. I can't believe the hour of Fire the Grid is finally upon us. I have been looking forward to this hour for many months now. And now that it is finally happening, I am feeling extremely peaceful and grateful. I can't say that I am feeling any kind of energy surge, or something of the like, although I did have difficulty sleeping during the three hours that preceded 4:11 am. During those hours, beginning at about 1:00 am, I was filled with excitement, and because of that excitement, I drifted in and out of sleep. Thank you to all who participated in this event. Whether you experienced anything extraordinary or not, I am absolutely convinced that the high intent of our synchronized d...
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| Hello, City of Angels |
| 2007-07-07 20:55:45 |
Having sold off most of our possessions over the course of the last few months, what little we have left has been packed into two small storage containers; the rest packed into six pieces of luggage, six carry on bags, and eleven small boxes of various dimension that were purposely left behind at a UPS store in Buffalo, New York (awaiting an address to ship them to). In the meantime, Nola, Kaylin and myself have travelled to Woodland Hills, California, where we have resided in a hotel room since July 4th. Since our arrival, I sent out a group email notifying my friends of my changed email address (since my previous one was unexpectantly and irretrievably terminated when our home cable service was disconnected (who knew?). Nevertheless, as a result of the group email, a friend and human ang...
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